
He spent four years not being looked at. Then someone painted his face six feet tall.
Neil Ashworth has a system.
He arrives early. He takes the back staircase. He eats lunch at his desk, marks essays in red pen, and has not been touched by another man in years. His ex-wife knows he is gay. His five-year-old son does not know there is anything to know. His colleagues see a quiet, competent English teacher. Neil plans to keep it that way.
Then the school hires Rory Cavanaugh to paint a mural on the courtyard wall, and Neil's system fails in under a week. Rory is broad, warm, talented, with paint in the creases of his knuckles and a younger brother he has raised since the boy was eight. He looks at Neil with an attention that makes Neil's hands shake.
Over one school year, a careful man unravels. A portrait is painted in secret. A gallery show forces a private life into a public room. And a father, a teacher, and a man who checks his lock twice must decide whether being seen is worth the risk of being known.
“The writing style is so quietly exquisite, powerful, and raw. What a beautiful debut into the writing world.”NC · Amazon US
“So far the best one I've read this year. I'm not normally into slow burns BUT this one was excellent. I loved every second of it.”wennottoday · Amazon US
“Emotional, beautiful, and full of heart. The characters felt so real, absolutely loved it.”Pat Johnson · Amazon AU
“What a superb read. I didn't want the story to end. A cracker of a journey for Neil and Rory finding each other.”T. A. Grealy · Amazon UK